I’m freaking out… I really didn’t realize the extent of my hate (or is it fear) of hospitals even for an out-patient procedure. I just read a blog post that describes my perfect nightmare during an ECV. The lack of control, random strangers being invited into your room, the infliction of pain…someone being rough with my baby… The drugs you’re given that say NOT to give to pregnant women ( Terbutaline).
I spend a little too much time online researching and that’s not always a good thing!
I’m praying that LO will turn tonight and we can cancel this entire thing. I am not looking forward to the morning. But in the back of my mind I know that if the ECV is successful I will be very relieved at least for a while…until I start worrying that he will flip back.
I tell you, it’s ALWAYS something!